I don’t really sleep at all anymore. I sneak down to the office in the middle of the night and scroll through Li ming and everybody in the group’s Myspaces. Save every picture of her I find. I printed a few last night and stuck them on the wall of my closet behind my clothes and I put one in my wallet and one in my binder, so I can look at her whenever I want to. I’ve been making lots of mix tapes and collages and giving them to her at school. We hung out Friday and Saturday and Friday we went to a movie, just us two. I’m really falling more and more for this girl every time I look at her face.